Ready / Waiting

I wasn’t ready for this moment

Didn’t know it at the time

The feeling left behind

I was trying to ignore it

Did I hold on too long?

I wasn’t looking for an answer

Didn’t know the words to say

Couldn’t find the way

Used to see it in the distance

Did I hold on too long?

I’ve been turning in my sleep

Wake up and then repeat

But I can’t feel what’s out of reach

As it all comes slowly

I wasn’t ready for it

I wasn’t waiting for it

As it all comes falling down

I won’t be looking up

I wasn’t ready for the start

Was I waiting for a reason?

Couldn’t change my mind

I’m feeling left behind

Should’ve known that you were falling

Did I hold on too long?

I’ve been trying to pass the time

Waiting just to find

That you were on the other side