I Don't Even Care About It

Wake Up

And sail away

The rut that I've been in is fucked up

And not okay

And I don't even care about it

Sit and drown in the shallow end

If I just stand up

If I can just take a breath

Maybe then I can clear my head

I can be different

But I'm just not feeling like it

(Ooo, Ooo, Ooo)

I don't look back

It's like a panic attack

And I'm so quick to react

It takes everything I have

And I thought you should know

That I'm not letting go

Even if I'm seeing black

When it seems like, it feels like

I don't even care about it

I'm alright, I'll be fine

I don't even care about it

I'm still gone

I'm out of it

And I forgot

How to get up and quit

Before it takes me under again

Getting caught by the undertow

Did I lose control

Did I ever even have it?

Before I open my mouth again

Can I ditch my head

Can I drop it like a habit?

(Ooo, Ooo, Ooo)

I'm beginning to like it

I'm beginning to like it when I'm down

A feeling i used to forget

And it'd always come again right back around

I'm feeling the cold dark air

I'm feeling it now but I don't care

I breathe it in, and let it win

Again

And I don't even care about it