My First Christmas Eve

Now that all the leaves are gone

There a bit more sunlight in my room

But it fades too soon

Winter she just carries on

Unaware that I am frozen through

Living without you

All the birds digging in the snow

Getting by fine

What do they know that I don’t

I’m so lonely

No one knows me

I can do this

I’ll get through this

My first Christmas Eve without you

Plastic reindeer on the lawn

Light reflecting on for all to see

He’s a bit like me

Put out in the cold alone

Stars and crows our only company

We’re a lonely team

How I’d like to be

One of those kids playing in the snow

Hearts unbroken

Wish I could know what they don’t

I’m so lonely

No one knows me

I can do this

I’ll get through this

My first Christmas Eve without you

My first Christmas Eve without you

Hallelujah love is alive

Hallelujah love is alive