Jade

Nights don't get high but I'm still faded Monotony in routine why, yo Rollin' nights, don't get high but I'm still faded Monotony in my routine why I feel jaded Scattered scars in my regime when we picture paintin' Monetary spike is for the moment but I'm still gainin' I feel pain but I'm still waitin' For a different day that I can say My past life isn't still changin' My current endeavors and situations The demons stray around my head I guess that's the way that they demonstrate it I been havin' little patience I don't really like you niggas to be frank And when I say it you should know that I don't gotta rain over I got dogs who gon' really spray you To that I tell you let's be dangerous if you feelin' gangsta The drums breakin' over instrumentals I'm tryin' not to be complacent Write my pieces when my thoughts erasing Brought myself together now they're breakin' Never racin' with doubt, steady pacin' with myself For worse or for better until I swerve in my Jetta My words never let up The first to break the curse in my generation Stayin' strong in my relationship Everyday it's been something different Battling frustration, ain't shared a laugh in a minute It's like I ain't been sad but I ain't been happy, what is it? Oh, what I wouldn't give to count a stack in the back of a Sprinter You know I'm standin' on the edge of what I used to be Throwin' old habits out the window isn't new to me Funny as it may seem Channel through a pen so I can summon what I can't see Trap your feelings in your heart, the love isn't escaping Tryna get on track just like a runaway train is Above the clouds gazing Scribblin' a pattern like a butterfly wings is If something don't make sense attention ain't paid there Tryna find a way to drop the tension I created here Feel no need to mention that these writtens how I make amends Ain't no love for friends if they intention isn't genuine I've committed sins I can't repent They still livin' with me Sacred how I'm livin', patience is the mission On a chase for bigger pictures I been pacing myself different Payin' close attention see they changin' colors vivid Yea Changin' colors vivid Still Chldrn