When I’m Alone

We made a pact, you'd take me back, always, again I'm bleeding out, I need you now, can't let you win I want it all, I want it all, I push so hard, I break it My only home went down in smoke It's bittersweet, I taste it So, are you lonely? 'Cause I'm healing slowly In a moment, your memory is fading on me Got no expectations now that I'm forsaken Let's see what I'm made of, find out if I can take it, now When I'm alone, pretend I'm letting you go Just tell me who to blame For this When waking up, feels like a punch in the gut Just tell me, who's to blame For this? All I wanted was a piece of decent on the side When we go to bed, she be creeping on my side I was drinking all day, I let her spend the night When I took her home, she left something in my ride, in my ride Damn! Then my baby found out now I'm living in a hotel, living in a hotel Ain't that bad, I got room service living in a hotel, living in a hotel What your life like? Need a lifeline right now 99 nights tryna get my mind right now Life is sour, even when I'm in the limelight now But I try somehow When I'm alone, pretend I'm letting you go Just tell me who to blame For this When waking up, feels like a punch in the gut Just tell me, who's to blame For this?