I lost control

I found myself at the end of my rope

And I was holding on

To anything I could, I felt so misunderstood

I drove through my city just searching for myself

But I didn't recognize the new city lights

Everything moving on while I'm stuck on pause

What all have I lost, what have I lost

Time isn't on your side

When you live your life in fight or flight

You're just trying to survive

I'm pushing back the curtains

I'm tired of this hurting

I let the sunlight just take me

I feel like I'm waking from a coma

I got so tired

My body was aching, everyday faking

Through the minutes and hours

Days turned to years, frozen in fear

While seeing old friends changing their names

I was paralyzed, shackled in my mind

Everybody moving on while I'm stuck on pause

What all have I lost, what have I lost

Time isn't on your side

When you live your life in fight or flight

You're just trying to survive

I'm pushing back the curtains

I'm tired of this hurting

I let the sunlight just take me

I feel like I'm waking from a coma

So I'm putting the hour glass down

'Cause all that I have is here and now

Time isn't on your side

When you live your life in fight or flight

You're just trying to survive

I'm pushing back the curtains

I'm tired of this hurting

I let the sunlight just take me

I feel like I'm waking from a coma