sidelines

Everyday that I wake up, never feel like I'm enough

Tell my friends that I'm okay, but at night, I think that I suck

I just get into my head and I never can escape

I can't deal with all the rest, I just wish I woulda said

I've been sitting on the sidelines

Need my playing time, tryna make a couple highlights

Hold it down fasho, in L.A for fuckin' nine nights

Driving everywhere, getting blinded by the sidelights

Praying I don't wake up before sunrise

Sidelines, need my playing time, tryna make a couple highlights

Hold it down fasho, in L.A for fuckin' nine nights

Driving everywhere, getting blinded by the sidelights

Praying I don't wake up before sunrise

Say I'm fine, 'cause that's my go to line

My fucked up state of mind can't break this paradigm

Can't seem to stand at attention, I'm cutting the tension

If I say that I meant it, I'm truly demented

In the way I think the way I act

Went too far, I can't step back

Drown my sorrows with Cognac

Happy? Don't even say I'm that

In honesty, I'm fuckin' mad

'Cause I didn't think it get this bad

Now I'm ridin' solo, suffer by my dolo

I've been sitting on the sidelines

Need my playing time, tryna make a couple highlights

Hold it down fasho, in L.A for fuckin' nine nights

Driving everywhere, getting blinded by the sidelights

Praying I don't wake up before sunrise

Sidelines, need my playing time, tryna make a couple highlights

Hold it down fasho, in L.A for fuckin' nine nights

Driving everywhere, getting blinded by the sidelights

Praying I don't wake up before sunrise

I've been sitting on the sidelines

Need my playing time, tryna make a couple highlights

Hold it down fasho, in L.A for fuckin' nine nights

Driving everywhere, getting blinded by the sidelights

Praying I don't wake up before sunrise