Your Birthday

Your Birthday

I wrote a letter for your birthday

I'm too afraid to give it today

Then and again it'd be a waste

You'd throw the ashes on my grave

You would send it up in flames

Before you even read your name

You burn like everything you touch

You think it's cool and makes you tough

Did you think that when it was us

And I swear

That you probably have the nerve

To laugh in my pain and rejoice

Cause that's the person that I think you are

I wrote a letter for your birthday

I'm too afraid to give it today

Then and again it'd be a waste

You'd throw the ashes on my grave

You would send it up in flames

Before you even read your name

You burn like everything you touch

You think it's cool and makes you tough

Did you think that when it was us

And I swear

That you probably have the nerve

To laugh in my pain and rejoice

Cause that's the person that I think you are

I've been meaning to talk to you

You said that one day we could talk it out in person

I deserved closure

Oh I thought that we were closer

Never drift apart

It don't feel fair

Tell me was it worth it

Did it work then

Did you get what you wanted now

I wrote a letter for your birthday

I'm too afraid to give it today

Then and again it'd be a waste

You'd throw the ashes on my grave

You would send it up in flames

Before you even read your name

You burn like everything you touch

You think it's cool and makes you tough

Did you think that when it was us

I used to adore you

I'm screaming at the floor

I could fucking fight you

But I'm choosing to ignore you

Screaming at the floor

Oh how I adore you

Block me everywhere

I never chose to ignore you

I hope that you recognize

She is the bad guy

I hope that you realize

I was the best thing in your life

I hope that you recognize

That she's got you traumatized

I used to adore you

I'm screaming at the floor

I could fucking fight you

But I'm choosing to ignore you

Screaming at the floor

Oh how I adore you

Block me everywhere

I never chose to ignore you

I hope that you recognize

She is the bad guy

I hope that you realize

I was the best thing in your life

I hope that you recognize

That she's got you traumatized