Rise

Woke up again from a state of trance

Same shit every day, my life got out of hand

White noise in my ears

The way in front is blurred and dark

In the unknown, did I go to far?

Blacking out, I can't see

And I feel like I can't erase it

Erase all the pain that I live with

Give up on the life that I'm chasing

There's no fucking time for patience

In this world that is constantly changing

Lungs start to cave in

I am suffocating on the lies that I'm facing

There's no escape in this fucking maze of pain

Will I rise, will I fall?

I'm raging in the haze

No more cries, take it all

And crush it in a blaze

Don't tell me this is all I will regret

It's nothing like the hurt that I have met

Don't care about the consequence, I swear

Will I rise?

Woke up again from the strange, old trance

It's the third time today I am scared of myself

And I'll let it happen again

Like a puppet that's tied to tangled strings

Caught me red-handed doing all the weirdest things

With imaginary, old friends

And I feel like it's constantly raining

In my head and I just can't explain it

No more wasting my time here waiting

All i need is some entertainement

Always feel like my life is a show

Lights turning low

Every single part of my mind is dark, never glows

I dont wanna be another part of your broken life so i start to sacrifice

Will I rise, will I fall?

I'm raging in the haze

No more cries, take it all

And crush it in a blaze

Don't tell me this is all I will regret

It's nothing like the hurt that I have met

Don't care about the consequence, I swear

Will I rise? I'm raging in the haze

Been trying so hard but after all the world keeps changing

It's breaking my heart but I lost hope

Don't know if this is worth it

I'm cursing myself, I hate looking for help but I keep failing

I'm fucking upset but I'll finally accept

No one cares if you're hurting

Will I rise, will I fall?

No more cries, take it all