Who I was three years ago would have a crush on me today

She'd take secret videos from the back of the house while I'm on stage

Ask, "Who did your tattoos?" and, "If you're ever in the mood

I'd love to take you out so I could learn a thing or two"

Who I am today would think that 21-year-old was sweet

I'd indulge her bright-eyed inquiries and wouldn't tell her she's naïve

And though she'd think I had it all figured out

I'd let her know I'm full of headaches, fear and doubt

But I'd say thank you for reminding me what this whole thing's about

I guess I've grown a lot and you have showed me how

I get caught up in the forward crawl

I forget to see the beauty of it all

They say just be yourself, but they forget that order's tall

I'm still tryna find it

But this slightly younger self helps me recall

Who I'll be three years from now will have some shit to say to me

Relax your furrowed brow, there ain't no reason to worry

And if you feel like giving up

You gotta remember that you're tough

You'll find your power in the tears that line your cheeks

Who I am today would ask that older person for some cheats

But I'd secretly hope they wouldn't give any to me

And in my fantasy they've got it figured out

And all their confidence outweighs their minor doubts

But I'm wise enough to know that's not what this whole thing's about

I got some growing left and you've showed me how

I get caught up in the forward crawl

I forget to see the beauty of it all

They say just be yourself, but they forget that order's tall

I may never find it

Don't really mind that

Cause this scrappy band of all the different versions of myself

They never fail

To catch me when I fall