Mercury

I been feeling low for so long

That my head ain't right

Yeah, I feel like something's wrong

I barely sleep at night

I obsess over these songs

I obsess over my actions

Don't know how to right my wrongs

I ain't need a reason, I'm beefing with my nutrition

I feel like these rules are rooted in superstition

I don't need convincing to get there's no point in living

I hate to pass the time and I look forward to kickin' it

For now I spit these verses

Believe 'em like it's a sermon

Could you show me how to love?

Because, girl, I am learning with you

I'm not perfect

I often don't think I'm worth

Another second on this earth

I'm really hoping I can earn one with you

The sky's never been so blue

I gotta blame it on you

If I get another second on this earth

Man, I hope I get to spend it with you

Get to spend it with you

(And I hope I get to spend it with you)

Do what you came to do

I'll be your target

You can unload until I'm afraid of you

My head is foggy and this breaking down is nothing new

I obsess over my sadness, even more so over you

My OCD don't let me think about anything else

Open up your fire now, I'm covered in the welts

Why would anyone choose me

When they could choose somebody else?

What I felt, I don't wanna feel again

"I don't wanna feel again"

That's something I say to my friends

Something I say to myself

Then find a wall to hit my head

I'm learning to control it, but it's better that than dead

I spiral uncontrollably off one thing that you said

And time after time again I'm losing friends

And I can't take being alone again

I told myself that I'd try, I'm depressed again

It's hard to give advice when I'm also so stuck in my head

They tell me take a break, but I'll just stress myself out instead, yeah

I been feeling low for so long

That my head ain't right

Yeah, I feel like something's wrong

I barely sleep at night

I obsess over these songs

I obsess over my actions

Don't know how to right my wrongs

I ain't need a reason, I'm beefing with my nutrition

I feel like these rules are rooted in superstition

I don't need convincing to get there's no point in living

I hate to pass the time and I look forward to kickin' it