Failure (feat. Cameron London)

I learned a lot from you

I learned a lot from you

I learned a lot from you

Intuitive notions I see the signs I get it

Ye of little faith

It's hard to walk on water when you afraid to drown

Can barely carry the weight

My knees buckle, my palms sweaty, shaky resolve

I start to cower, the fear of failure, can't shake it off

Got cold feet, feel water deep and I'm feeling lost

It's getting darker, it's hard to breath, can't see at all

Paralyzed by fear can't move an inch, been held captive

Would take the dive right off the cliff, the falls attractive

But God won't let it happen

Nah, not while he's the captain

He didn't bring me this far to leave me all alone

Some ways of thinking are cool

But doubt, he won't condone

Was created in the image of eternal beings

That got plans to take you places that you never seen

Sometimes you gotta fail

If you wanna grow

Could be before your greatest moment

And you'd never know

Cause sometimes you gotta fail

If you wanna grow

No it won't always match your plans

But you should go with the flow

It's like I'm mentally fixated on the L's taken

The loses

Almost like a bad obsession with the pain

They tell me let it go get off this

It's over now

You always harbor on the past, you'll go insane

I struggle with my own identity

And how I view success

Enough pressure to cause hemorrhage on the brain

It's like I'm losing cause I'm destined to

Do you believe in fate

Cause if so, it's bout time you get off that train

With that train of thought

You forever missing, better yet you never take the shot

You don't ever listen

Feel regret, you aborted mission

Owe me an attempt, pay the debt

You made a promise to me

That you would show up

Where you at, look

I'm just trynna hold you accountable

But the damage that was done is insurmountable

Ain't no turning back the hands of time

This is just another plague of mine, failure

Brush that dirt off your shoulder

Brush that dirt off your shoulder

I'm just talking bout failure

Brush that dirt off your shoulder

Brush that dirt off your shoulder

I'm just talking bout failure

Brush that dirt off your shoulder

Brush that dirt off your shoulder

I'm just talking bout failure

Brush that dirt off your shoulder

Brush that dirt off your shoulder

Even after all of these years I still fail every day

My biggest L, man I probably shouldn't say

Cause people wishing me well

But stop it soon as I tell

Lifestyle's of the poor and the dangerous still in jail

From the failures that they had one time in they life

Led em down a path full of misery and strife

Led em to the room where they cheated on they wife

Led em to a cell where they scared to meet a knife

Now my thoughts settle on my own mistakes

Could end it all but I know that it could never replace

All the lessons that I learned

That positioned me here

Think it's clear where I'd be if I clung to the fear

That if I fail then I'd never bounce back from that

Let this track illustrate what I've learned form that

I'm gon fail

As long as I'm trynna improve

You lose more giving up than accepting the rules

Sometimes you gotta fail

If you wanna grow

Could be before your greatest moment

And you'd never know

Cause sometimes you gotta fail

If you wanna grow

No it won't always match your plans

But you should go with the flow

I'm just talking bout failure

I learned a lot from you

I learned a lot from you

I learned a lot from you