Not The Same

I just wan' be left alone

There's nothin' painful more than death alone

Where all my dead ones go?

Like, why'd y'all leave me here?

I know they talkin' back to me but I can't seem to hear

My mentality cloudy I can't seem to clear it

Evil spirits can't avoid 'em I can't seem to shake 'em

I been through shit that you couldn't stomach but won't let it break me

Gave jurisdiction hope and **** still ain't thank me

It don't surprise me though this shit be comin' with high's and lows

Got so many obituaries I can't cry no more

The feds stipulation stiff I can't get high no more

You see me starin' into space I'm tryna find me soul, nah

Tryna find myself politely I declined yo' help

There's nothing you can do to bring my **** back

And I just want my **** back

It ain't nothin' you could do to bring my **** back

And you can't do nothin' for a gangsta, you can't gimme dat

They tellin' me I changed

I'm knowin' I'm not the same

If anything it's the pain

I'm knowin' it's not the fame

I'm knowin' it's not the money

Skizzy on my skully I ain't know nothin' 'bout that backdoor 'til they showed me, shit get ugly

They tellin' me I changed

I'm knowin' I'm not the same

If anything it's the pain

I'm knowin' it's not the fame

I'm knowin' it's not the money

Skizzy on my skully I ain't know nothin' 'bout that backdoor 'til they showed me, shit get ugly

I used to pray I live forever, shit, I'on care no more

Ayy, am I weird for textin' gang though he ain't here no more?

Mom's couldn't speak at your service 'fore she cleared her throat she broke down

Ain't know what you meant to us they know now

Throw rounds

Used to pour out liquor now we pour out pints of slimnov

Loyalty related to betrayal that shit a thin line

Death before dishonor always been a quote I live by

His son was there to watch them **** barbecue his ribeye

Gave my partner mama somethin' just to get by

Even if she get high with it, shit, I don't blame her

The suckas catch me loafin' I promise to die a gangsta

Clip hold 20, it's 19, one in the chamber

They tellin' me I changed

I'm knowin' it ain't the fame

Give a fuck about this money

I just wanted y'all to love me

But after all the sneaky snake shit, how could you trust me?

**** forced my hand

Shit, I was forced to get him slammed

They tellin' me I changed

I'm knowin' I'm not the same

If anything it's the pain

I'm knowin' it's not the fame

I'm knowin' it's not the money

Skizzy on my skully I ain't know nothin' 'bout that backdoor 'til they showed me, shit get ugly

They tellin' me I changed

I'm knowin' I'm not the same

If anything it's the pain

I'm knowin' it's not the fame

I'm knowin' it's not the money

Skizzy on my skully I ain't know nothin' 'bout that backdoor 'til they showed me, shit get ugly