Modest

I’m sorry I’m so brutally honest

When all I'm trying to do is be modest

My tongue gets so twisted

The point is a miss-hit

And i'll be damned if I spoiled it

Truth is the bluntness is soiled with

Contempt for all that feels so conclusive

My mind is elusive,

It’s silly, and stupid - can’t pretend I don’t know this

But rest assured you fill the void im brightened by your love and more

All that's left is high-end trippin feeling insecure

What's more is I’m dangerous, my shit is contagious, I’m sorry I’m outrageous

I’m sorry I’m foul to you

At first sight there's no reflection

I’m fooled by my own direction

And now im lost lost

I’m sorry im foul to you

You don’t deserve the tension

Forget my deflection, I need your affection

No matter the cost

I know you know you don’t deserve this

Should swallow my pride give you the distance

I'll change my foul play, I just want you to stay

I am sorry baby you’ve been treated this way

You tell me your annoyed but you internalize the pain for sure

Pacing up and down, losing your ground, spinning round

Headless, and tireless the hopelessness, gets you afraid and I

can’t refrain feeling chained,

Stuck in the same old game but this time I feel quite ashamed

I’m sorry I’m foul to you

At first sight there's no reflection

I’m fooled by my own direction

And now im lost lost

I’m sorry im foul to you

You don’t deserve the tension

Forget my deflection, I need your affection

No matter the cost