Stigma

Locked inside but always free It comes and goes so easily It's taking its toll on me again It's something I thought I could keep within The blood that runs inside me The fear is never changing Waiting until I come crashing down It buries me deep in the ground There's something in the walls And I can hear them calling me Always Nothing's what it was I'm being haunted by someone I couldn't be Always I'm trying to embrace what's gone Through every stride and mistake Worthless An aberration, I pass it on to you I can't undo it It won't improve Can I control this consciously I think that I'll degrade before I get away I pray you won't get the best of me Though I can't help but believe the worst in you Is still a part of me And will always be I gave you an apology The Vice is tightening But now I can't escape There's something in the walls And I can hear them calling me Always Nothing's what it was I'm being haunted by someone I couldn't be Always Swallowed whole by all of your weaknesses I am defined by my shadow Cycles that make me feel its meaningless I am defined by my shadow There's something in the walls And I can hear them calling me Always Nothing's what it was I'm being haunted by someone I couldn't be Always There's something in the walls And I can hear them calling me Nothing's what it was I pray to god that it won't get the best of me