Mood

Hard to really wear my feelings when I'm on these verses

So much pressure to be great, not perfect

Charity begins at home, my hustle's where I learn it

I always felt a little better after church service

Something about them tinted windows always make me nervous

You'll only see me on the surface, not behind the curtains

Catch me on the east side where I'm always lurking

Tryna cop myself a mortgage, plus a Birkin

They paint me out to be the baddie, I'm fucking Picasso

The feeling when I hit the lick and it feel like the lotto

They tryna act like they was lovin' me when I was rago

I'm on a different frequency and they changing the channel

Wish I graduated and I made my mother proud

But now I'm hungry and I've gotta take another route

I mean another route

Only time I tell the truth is when I'm in the booth

Yeah, I'm on a mission now like I got suttin to prove

I know you tryna get some loving, I'm not in your mood

No, I'm not in your mood

Feelings get cut with the truth

Gotta do what I gotta do

I'm on a mission now like I got suttin to prove

I know you tryna get some loving, I'm not in your mood

No, I'm not in your mood

Feelings get cut with the truth

Gotta do what I gotta do

They say the best things in life are free, but I'm paying for my sins

I don't really know where to begin

On your birthday, know who's real by who attends

I been deceived by many girls and many men

This melanin showin' the world what I represent

They threw me to the jungle and I built my own tent

Most valuable player, can't put me up on no bench

I'm peppering people that took my heart and then left

Lord, cover my soul when I step out

Didn't take me long, I'm on their necks now

All I do is look ahead now

I been loving on myself, putting **** outta work now

You can call it self-care

Been through the fire, but I'm putting in work

It's hitting harder 'cause I'm not one that's usually coming first

So don't judge me if you see me getting burst

Course you love me at my best but you're missing at my worst

Yeah, I'm on a mission now like I got suttin to prove

I know you tryna get some loving, I'm not in your mood

No, I'm not in your mood

Feelings get cut with the truth

Gotta do what I gotta do

I'm on a mission now like I got suttin to prove

I know you tryna get some loving, I'm not in your mood

No, I'm not in your mood

Feelings get cut with the truth

Gotta do what I gotta do