Fine

Riding my bike down Dean Street breathing dusty city air

Sitting at a table counting strands of wavy hair

I am fine

I'm feeling fine

Waking up on the sofa as the sun begins to rise

Staring in the mirror gazing into tired eyes

I am fine

I'm feeling

I'm feeling fine

But who says fine is fine?

Though safe is good

What if I would just fall apart?

And let myself be anxiously still, until

I feel my heartbeat racing

And the voices in my head

Tell me breathe a little faster

And my stomach feels like lead

And I wonder if I'll make it out of this alive

'Cause what if this won't end?

Will I be fine?

Picking up a penny as I cross a busy street

Going up the elevator staring at my feet

I am fine

I'm feeling

I'm feeling fine

Cause who says fine is fine?

I'm safe and sound

What if I found myself alone?

And let myself be anxiously still, until

I feel my heartbeat racing

And the voices in my head

Tell me I'm not gonna make it

That I might as well be dead

And I wonder if I'll see tomorrow's nighttime sky

Cause what if this won't end?

Will I be fine?

When I feel my heartbeat racing

And the voices in my head

Tell me I'm not good enough

Even though my mama said

That I gotta just believe like she believes in me

Cause what if this won't end?

On myself, can I depend?

Bear my soul and play pretend?

Oh, my wounded heart I'll mend

I'll be fine