Downhill

Here i lay

Wondering

If you ever think of me

Do i ever cross your mind?

Or am i hard to find?

You did me

So fucking wrong

Don't understand what i did

To deserve this

All i do is reminisce

Now i hear

You're all happy

The moment i

Fucking left

Don't get me wrong

I'm glad

To see you smiling

My bad

My life's

Been downhill

Since the last we talked

I wish you left me

In a better place

But all you did was, walked

Away

From everything

Didn't even put shit back

Left in a total mess

All for me to pack

How you sleep at night

Knowing that you changed the person

That i was in love with

Now i'm so

Fucking deranged

You feel proud of yourself?

You feel like you won?

You feel like you've done justice

But i wasn't your guy