Start them while they're young you raise they raze the sun

Blowing off the smoke they take into their lungs

You play God and they'll play games

Fumble all the memories you couldn't recreate

You're dying quicker now time to grow the fuck up

Look she's given up

Motherless and fatherless ambition

Miscarried through addiction

Peer review from the sidelines show

No one could have possibly known

How she'd end up

(Mom and dad it hurts

Mom and dad it got so much worse)

If I'll end up in the same shithole town

(Mom and dad it hurts

Mom and dad it got so much)

Gather round watch me run

(Mom and dad it hurts

Mom and dad it got so much worse)

To shirk the needle fever in my blood

The stove is on

Shoes aren't where they belong

You got it all wrong

You've made the same mistakes before so

This was you all along

You just never passed it on

Just imagine all the lives that would improve if you were gone

So drown me out

While my million different fabricated sicknesses keep me down

I don't know what is wrong with me

And I don't ever wanna find it out

I couldn't bear to fill these so-called

Predetermined holes with responsibility

Thin veneer of future comfort

Glues the grinding sutures under

You'll live in the present but I won't

And you won't live forever

If I act like you're supposed to

But I might as well be dying if I don't

Thin veneer of future comfort

Glues the grinding sutures under

You'll live in the present but I won't

And you won't live forever

If I act like you're supposed to

But I might as well be dying if I don't

Stuff my body parts in boxes

Sent to all my family and friends

So they can take pride in their perfect handiwork

I am not me

I am not me

I am not me

I am not me

I am not me

I am not me

I am not me

I am not me

I am not me