I'm Not Dying

Do you ever get that feeling

Like you're doing this all wrong?

Like you're trying to paint a picture you can't draw

Do you ever see a mirror but avoid it at all cost?

'Cause you know all that you'll find is someone lost

Well, maybe there's a reason for the things that I don't understand

Like buried deep inside of me, a key to unlock who I am

Stuck in the much and the mire has got my heart feeling tired and blue

But I'm not dying, I'm just not living like I could

Am I a hero? Am I a villain?

Am I the victim or the cause?

Am I a damsel in distress that's waiting on someone to save my soul?

Of all the mountains to climb, of all the rivers to float

Of all the sticks and all the stones

I'm scared of living in the background, laying low

<span begin="1:45.308" end="1:50.655">Well, maybe there's a reason for the things that I don't understand</span> <span ttm:role="x-bg"><span begin="1:50.655" end="1:55.209">(I don't understand)</span></span>

<span begin="1:53.750" end="1:59.404">Like buried deep inside of me, a key to unlock who I am</span> <span ttm:role="x-bg"><span begin="1:58.218" end="2:01.756">(Who I am)</span></span>

I'm turning over a leaf, kissing yesterday's cheek adieu

'Cause I'm not dying, I'm just not living like I could

Oh, what I'm trying to say with this dramatic refrain to you

Is I'm not dying, I'm just not living like I could