Why did you hide me where the sun is dark?

Its hard to find one to know where you are

Why did you hide me where the sun is dark?

The sun is dark

Yeah, I swear to God I hate the sun

I hate the flash and the pictures hate my headlights

Don't ever show me LED strips and hang the curtains that ain't blackout

In the dark I get my cry on

Don't ever come in my house and say "Alexa, turn the light on."

Heavy PTSD when I'm walkin' past the lightbulbs

Walk outside the door

I gotta spray my eyes with Lysol

Don't even try to preach and say, "These demons I can fight off."

Don't cut the brightness down but turn the motherfuckin' light off

If you don't know my history and fact, I'm thrown off

The only thing you better pitch to me is black

The pressure flip me on the mat

And shoved me in the dark In sixty seconds flat

Put my weaknesses in front of me

I'm easy to distract

Look, not good at hearin'

Not feelin' your talks

I got no strength to go and pay the light bill in my heart

Put me at fault, my fault

When can it come to a hault?

'Cause at this point it's starting to feel like fuckin' assault

I'm always angry all the time, no Incredible Hulk

Heavy on the disembark

Gettin' my head out the dark

Take a walk right through the park at night and I be worse off

You helped me bury my past but it helped me scrub the dirt off

You helped me drive to find a better me but then I swerved off

I guess I gotta find it somewhere on me like a birthmark

And then I find myself back at my house with lights turned off

Back inside the dark

We'll make it worses that I work for

Yeah

Why did you hide me where the sun is dark?

Its hard to find one to know where you are

Why did you hide me where the sun is dark?

The sun is dark

Yeah, Aye

Fell in love with the sun

I swear that it's the best

Therapist was a help

I gave him signals in distress

Crying after every session 'til I had no tears left

Find your purpose in your life

When every time your eyes shut

I can weather any storm

I control the climate

The Lord knew we could get through this

Never asked him, "Why us?"

Please keep a healthy mental

Don't let it pile up

'Cause the downfalls forever if you never climb up

Make your choices by gut

Keep your dreams private

From the people that don't never wanna see you rise up

If I never got the help I don't know where I'd wind up

You can live a lot of days but you only die once

So I'm sayin' hell yeah to sun rays on my skin

I made it through the dark and I can make it through again

Would you be happy with your story if you knew this was the end?

Would you be happy with your story if you knew this was the end?

Yeah

Why did you hide me where the sun is dark?

Its hard to find one to know where you are

Why did you hide me where the sun is dark?

The sun is dark

Why did you hide me where the sun is dark?

Its hard to find one to know where you are

Why did you hide me where the sun is dark?

The sun is dark