heart attack

I thought of letting her out

She's a big, brave girl now, I can't relate

I feel like a horse or a shark, I could sleep standing up

In the daytime, I'm falling awake

I picture a cat who looks like Juno on the fence

It gives me a heart attack, I can't lose another friend

I'm measuring up against the wall again

It's always the same, but maybe this time, I've changed

Crosswalk, go now

Green light, forever counting down

Check first, left, right

Black out, must've run out of time

I've thought of letting it go

Create a record-breaking ball of snow

Too big to catch it, but I could if I

Had just reached out like half a year ago

Everybody's screaming, waving, fainting in the pit

Just give me a heart attack, I'm fucking losing it

I'm measuring up against the wall again

It's always the same, but maybe this time, I've changed

I'm measuring up against the wall again

It's always the same, but maybe this time, I've changed

Gasping for air like there's a lack of oxygen

You'll all have to drag me back, I can't do this again