Doormat

You're the reason I'm keeping secrets from my parents again

And why I'm lying through my teeth cause they just care so much when

Their little girl is crying and there's nothing

They can do

But they say

Maybe one day we'll be together and it will all be okay

But a break-up isn't a break-up because a break sounds so neat and clean

And it's not simple and, god, I feel so little I'm tired and fatiguing in my fever dreams

You don't want me to get the wrong idea but you're the one who's touching my back

You say you don't want to keep leading me on and you're the one that's asking me back

To your house but what happened to our house

And honey I'm still paying rent

And you can try and sugar coat the fact

But the truth is I'm your doormat

You had a party at our house and yeah of cause it made me so sad

I had no invite, you didn't invite me

And I wouldn't come without one but you knew that

So of course I was crying cause that's my home and all of my friends were there as well

But they know nothing cause I'm keeping all this shit to myself

And I don't wanna see you after you have kissed someone else

But a break-up, this really is a break-up because I feel so broken and unclean

And it's not simple, fuck I feel so little I'm tired and fatiguing in my fever dream

You don't want me to get the wrong idea but you're the one who's touching my back

You say you don't want to keep leading me on but you're the one who's asking me back

To your house but what happened to our house

And honey I'm still paying rent

You can try and sugar coat the fact but the truth is I'm your doormat

Of course I'm crying

You make me feel so uninvited

And of course I'm tired

Thinking what I deserve should I act more reserved

Of course I'm crying

Build a house knock it down turn it into a ghost town

And of course I'm lying

When I say I'm doing just fine really I'm loosing my mind

(Of course I'm crying)

Cause you're the one who's touching my back

(Of course I'm crying)

And you're the one who's asking me back

(Of course I'm crying)

And honey I'm still paying rent

(Of course I'm crying)

When I say that maybe we can stay friends but no way

Of course I'm crying

Cause you're the one who's touching my back

Of course I'm crying

Cause you're the one who's asking me back

Of course I'm crying

Cause honey I'm still paying rent

You can try and sugar coat the fact but the truth is I'm your doormat