I'm so depressed it's hard to shake it off

Constantly inside my head

Lately I been feeling lost consumed by all of my regrets

Wish I took a different turn

Wish those bridges never burned

But you live and learn and so I slowly let these pages turn

Yeah

But every chapter breaks me more and more

I search for laughter but instead I find a sky that pours

I'm broken at my core and damaged deep inside my spirit

It's a such a tragic war inside my heart can't help but fear it

Yeah

Feels like I'm nearing towards my final days

And if I am I pray to God to help find my escape

I might just break if I don't hear from you before tomorrow

Will I be saved or I will parish in yesterday's sorrow

And time is ticking faster by the second

You gotta catch up or you'll fall behind miss all your blessings

Oh what if heaven was on earth without no imperfections

Would we still bask in all this hurt due to our own neglection

Yeah

I know I gotta' change my broken ways

My heart is filled with so much angst been losing hope and faith

So many lonely days accompanied by colder nights

Feels like my souls in flames and my hearts covered in ice

Yeah

I'll sacrifice all to feel okay

Sometimes you have to fall so you can learn of your own strength

I'll go through any length to be myself and smile again

Refuse to be afraid of who I am deep down within

Yeah

I put my trust in brighter days ahead

I won't give up I know this torments only in my head

I pledge to give my all and fight until my final breath

Please accept my flaws I promise you I'm trying my best