Grief (feat. Boom Bishop)

So long I can't escape You hold this space in my memory Whose God Makes sense When I cannot face you I looked away you were gone from me Four losses In One week Too many hearses What's one more rose on the centerpiece? Now I'm Exhausted But I Won't leave Cause last night I heard you Called up your phone for the voice machine Death is much worse for the ones left behind Don't leave me lone with my dreams I might go crazy this time Check for what's left in the ones who survived Don't leave me lone with my dreams No don't let them take me Tonight I deadbolt my door Rivers in private Hit the floor All of me Suffers in silence Out for blood How do we Always survive this I can't see, forward Down this well You can't tell What sounds like sirens versus sons Rest for the weary I've got a big chest I've got a briefcase Where all the tears be Think I don't know peace You cannot hear me Please will you help me Get back in one piece (Count 1 2 3 1 2 3) They showed me pictures I think it dims you I keep what's missing I shoulda been there I shoulda been dead I hella miss you I cannot say that I am a man Yes Demanding payback Death is much worse for the ones left behind Don't leave me lone with my dreams I might go crazy This time Check for what's left in the ones who survived Don't leave me lone with my dreams No don't let them take me Tonight