歌词
My whole life I been blinded
By the fast life
trying to find my purpose but it's dark
I need a flashlight
Can't find my way
lost in a daze
I swear my mind
stuck in a maze
So much time
I let go to waste
Why can't I act right
Jus know that I don't need yo sympathy opinions or advice
I'm jus trying to find my way and show my kids a better life
Feel like the last one left
like I'm walkin with spirits
Used to be scared of death then everyone died now I don't fe na ar it
Feel most alive when I'm near it
Got so much drive but can't steer it
Stuck in reverse and can't gear it
Muted my voice they can't hear it
Never again
I'm in it to gain
Never complain
I stay in my lane
And keep it contained
Burn it in flames
Inhale it and pray it'll ease up the strain
But it probably dont
Everybody say they will
Jus know they prolly won't
When it come down to it
Watch how they all end up gone
If it wasn't for this music don't know where I'd belong
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But I'm ok
I'm on my way
It's my time
I can't stay
Not one more day
It's grind time
No i can't wait
For my full plate
And fine wine
But I'll b straight
Until that day
I got mine
Lately my motivation been so low
COVID got business moving slow
Paranoia keep me alone
This how they planned it all
Along..
Feel like the world out to get me
Still trying to right my wrongs.
Feel like they ain't fuckin wit me
Why even write this song
These the thoughts I gotta deal with on a daily They persuade me I ain't crazy i mean lately man just maybe
But this how the world has made me
Stay bamboozled by these ladies
Feel like the world owe me respect somebody better pay me
Radio ain't ever play me
Jus feel like I ain't enough
Cause these bitches always switch up on me when the road get rough ..
Don't get caught up in the lust..
Just cause she can fuck.
Don't mean she give a fuck.
Bro Don't give them all ya trust
Everyday a mission,
Life cost admission
Don't nobody listen
They don't see my vision
Please leave me don't come visit
Cause I been feeling distant
The devil so persistent
Get money hate is instant
Love to see you fail
But when they fell
I Picked them up and helped
Young and frail I prevailed but
lil bro still locked in a cell
Life is hell then what comes after
I'm ready for that chapter
Cause honestly I'm tired of feeling normal round disaster
Written by: Keenon Lowe
