Life's A Gamble

I sacrifice all that I am, just to give to some

Don't shed no tears for me, when it's all said and done

Mistakes that I made

Down this road as it unfolds cost me a heavy toll

And exchange, God save my soul

My heart done been stepped on, my mind in disbelief

No trust so my nerves (Bad), know everybody get eyes for me

To never know peace, with nobody to run to

Got me clutch, ready to knock down anyone that it comes to

This life will do you in in the truest sense

So fuck it and misuse the bitch

Waited for the moment when I could get us all together

To divide and sever ties like "family thought we was better"

You was on a different type of time and **** ain't fit up in yo' schedule

I threw myself into a fire and ain't expect to get burned

Loyalty'll leave you blinded is the lesson I learned

Know if I love you I’ll risk it all, no matter what my position

Since **** crossed me, been wanting to dust 'em but I'ma kill 'em wit' distance

The realest **** **** know, ask anybody who know me

And if you hearing otherwise, then ask 'em why we ain't homies

Ask 'em if they was round, they'd say this shit to my face

Okay exactly, all excuses, 'cause that was never the case

Every day this shit be weird, **** be killing they homies

Better know it’s in the car if I ain’t got that bitch on me

My circle not too big, I fuck wit' real **** only

Just me, myself, my sig, play these streets by my lonely

Well connected like Sony, well respected like Tony

It get treacherous, homie, give it to whoever want it

A lot of **** disloyal, they expire, they spoil

Come from out of that soil where **** get wrapped like foil

My whole life shit been crazy, seen a lot since a baby

**** plot when they hatin', fuck that, drop ya location

I ain't with them subliminals, let's just get this shit shakin'

I don't care if it's ten of you, I still stand on my statements

Killas pop out like peek-a-boo, leave you right on that pavement

Been in some situations that I that I thank God that I made it

Every day I be faded, high as L, yeah, I'm jaded

But I'm on point, lil' buddy, don't ya get assassinated

Living this life, it comes wit' scars

Blessed to make it this far

Bitter sweet, but keep it G and maintain in these vicious streets

Still up and reach so if you gangsta, then show me

Life's a gamble, everybody gotta number homie

Don't get left by yo' lonely