Insane

Want my one shot at the game

Many times, I've been told I'm insane

I be doing work only built for a crane

All these melodies stuck in my brain

Cannot slide

There's a lot I can change

And I try

But the whole fucking wait

Isn't my style

I have taunted my faith

Only God

Knows the reason why he keeps me on

Why he put my heart in this

Left to me I won't be singing on these beats

Every time I tried, I couldn't find the shift

Crazy that it seems that what I do within

Is gang up to kill my vibe

But I cannot get off my grind

It's the crazy truth of my life

How I feel inside

For all the sacrifice I've made

In a chase for the price and fame

I can see it from a distance

And i can hear it like a whisper

I do it in the night and day

Hope that it is not a mistake

It feels like an addiction

Like an addiction

Certainly, addiction at this point

My mind feels obligated

And my heart is so intent

The kind of shit that I enjoy

So sweet yet complicated

So different yet the same

Two sides

Clearly, I'm unable to get even

With myself

In due time

Maybe I'll have a fable

Where I get this label

Off myself

For all the sacrifice I've made

In a chase for the price and fame

I can see it from a distance

And i can hear it like a whisper

I do it in the night and day

Hope that it is not a mistake

It feels like an addiction

An addiction