Hard to say this, but I miss you

You're always entering my thoughts

Thinking 'bout the day you left is really pissing me off

I tried to keep you close, but everything's what I lost

And to be honest I hate the fact that our paths always cross

Just a small town, what I should've expected

Now I'm watching you with him, it kind of looks to perfection

I'm sitting here alone, excuse me from my jealous impression

I say I'm moving on, but hardly, all this shit is depressing

I'm going crazy, my friends are begging, "Come out"

Funny when I'm drinking that your name is first in my mouth

Hard to fall for someone new, it's you I'm thinking about

Wishing I could have you back, but you ain't leaving him now

You're falling in love while I'm just losing more of myself

Wonder if our picture still is sitting up on your shelf

Thinking 'bout us, I just can't get out of this Hell

Matter of fact I'm calling now, I got to work this all out

While I'm drinking (Drinking)

One more shot and I'll probably be calling (Calling you)

Sitting over here thinking (Thinking)

What goes up comes down

So I guess I'm just falling (Falling for you)

Soon enough, I'll just crash

And this all happened too fast

I wish this could all change, but nothing good ever lasts

Somebody, please catch me

'Cause I can't, I can't catch myself

Guess you're happy, hardly ever answer your phone

Only hear you saying leave a message after the tone

Maybe I should take the hint and just go leave you alone

I'm stuck on my own, feel as if I'm turning to stone

Losing my trust, say it doesn't hurt, but it does

Remember everything you said

And that's what's making this tough

'Cause now I see him getting all of your attention and love

I'm steady falling, you used to be there picking me up

But now that's over, seems you do whatever you like

Know that if we talked again it'd probably turn to a fight

It's never gon' work, but stupid me is thinking it might

It's probably why I'm drinking

Calling up your phone every night

Wasting my life, trying to find a way into yours

These doors are closing

But I'm searching for something that's more

Something that over time isn't gon' turn into war

'Cause I won't do this all again, I can't take any more

I just want to go back, save all the love that we had

'Cause honestly I thought that you were the one that would last

Guess I was wrong, 'cause now you're a piece of my past

It's taking everything inside me to hold back the facts

See, I'm spilling it all, wish you would answer my calls

I drink and drink and drink and drink, till I'm ready to fall

You took everything and now I feel I'm three feet tall

Hope you're happy, but I'ma keep on spilling it all

While I'm drinking (Drinking)

One more shot and I'll probably be calling (Calling you)

Sitting over here thinking (Thinking)

What goes up comes down

So I guess I'm just falling (Falling for you)

Soon enough, I'll just crash

And this all happened too fast

I wish this could 'bout change, but nothing good ever lasts

Somebody, please catch me

'Cause I can't, I can't catch myself