Showgirl

Crash the bumper car

Cry in the rain

I hate everything

The birds singing the sun the beautiful rain

I hate the blossom snow

I hate time

Dragging me through it

One heavy step at a time

It's not me behind that smile

It's who you want to see but I'm not recognizable

That's someone I've become I've learned to be

Is it irreversible

Can I find a way back to me

Can I change things

Or is it impossible?

I feel the need to explain

I don't want to be the cliché

But I can't help myself

There's no escaping the truth

It's not me behind that smile

It's who you want to see, but I'm not recognizable

That's someone I've become, I've learned to be.

To protect the sinner

To cover up my flaws

To hide from scrutiny

To allow me the space to discover more

To be undercover

To spy on the human race

To diminish my body

To diminish my mind and my face

It's not me behind that smile

It's who you want to see but I'm not recognizable

That's someone I've become I've learned to be