There's so much pain

For me to feel

Closed all the gates

No way to heal

I've got no way

To understand what's real

I only feel one thing

And there's so much hatred

In my head

I just motherfuckin hate this

Make me dead

And There so much hatred

In my head

I just motherfuckin hate this

Make me dead

Make me dead

And There so much hatred

In my head

I just motherfuckin hate this

Make me dead

Make me dead

Make me dead

I don't know why I feel so shit

You broke my being

Now I'm left in bits

All your friends they like to take the piss

Now I'm left with hatred

In my soul

I just motherfuckin hate this

Covered in holes

I got so much fuckin hatred

I've lost control

I just motherfuckin hate this

Pierce my skull

There's to much pain

For me to feel

Closed all the gates

No way to heal

I've got no way

To understand what's real

I only feel one thing

Ive been searching for my purpose

Been snaked so many times

Nothing hurts worse

Imma gonna catch my dreams or am I gonna fall first

Imma gonna find a state of mine that don't involve hurt

All this hatred in my vains I'm gonna

Cut it out without a doubt

And watch it fall out of my mouth

And out my mind just get it out

I'll be alright just speak it out

There's several ways to see it out

Just see it out

Just see it out

Please try and fucking see it out

Ay Fuck living with hatred

I don't give a fuck if some pussys Tryna say shit

Just lemme live my life

Im tryna make hits

I know I'm gonna make it

Depression is a demon

Try and face it

Step my step, take it slow, you ain't faking

Your my friend and I know you're gonna make it

Your my friend and I know you're gonna make it