Hourglass

Call this a nightmare because it seems that nothing feels alright

Defined as failure, the light that’s always shining down on me

It’s who I am, what I’ve done

The isolation that I cannot bear to understand

I’m slipping away

My life keeps spinning out of control

It’s turning its back on me

Confined inside this fucking head

My mind’s a goddamn fucking mess

The blood is flowing to my head and I can’t feel my legs

The pressure sinks and I can’t seem to get out

I am sinking

I am drowning

It’s like breaking bones

The voices in my head still haunt this home

Feels like I am falling under now

Drowning in a sea of thoughts is all I’ve ever known

Reaching out for help shouldn’t feel like breaking bones

Trapped inside the hourglass

Feels like I’ve been here for days

The voices get louder and louder

Draining all what’s left of me

They tell me I’m not okay and the misery will never go away

I won’t buy into this shit, I just won’t

I can’t, I won’t

I’ve got something left to say to the voices that live inside of me

I’ve got something left to say to the voices that live inside of me

I’ve got something left to say to the voices

Fuck you

It’s like breaking bones

The voices in my head still haunt this home

Feels like I am falling under now

Drowning in a sea of thoughts is all I’ve ever known

Reaching out for help shouldn’t feel like breaking bones

Reaching out for help shouldn’t feel like breaking bones

Can’t let this go

We’ll draw a line in the sand

Drowning in a sea of thoughts is all I’ve ever known

Reaching out for help shouldn’t feel like breaking bones