Fishbowl Freestyle

I feel so cursed

I feel so cursed

I look in the mirror

I tell myself, "You're not worth it"

But it's everything to me if I say it is

I can't be anything but away with it

I'm just looking in my mind, I can't speak on it

I've been helpless and down

I've been scheming shit

I don't like it when they tell me I'll never be shit

'Cause that's what they want me to believe

I'm caught in your embrace

I need my space and I can't relate

I've been trying to help my ways

But it's a lot, okay? It's a lot, okay

I'm sick and tired of feeling like I don't matter

I've been on social media

Yeah, my mind is scattered

And I look in the mirror

I don't like what I see

But I gotta remind myself just to be

A straight natural

A straight natural

I just want to be a fucking natural

'Cause I just want them to hear me

Everything I say

I just want the demons to go away

I feel like young Conor Oberst

I feel the same

Yeah, we're kindred spirits

I'm not a lame

And I take a sip of my fucking drink

And I lose myself so that I can't think

I've never been so alone

I just called you on the phone

I never felt so alone

But I know I'm home