Trying to fill the void in my heart with the drugs

Running out of love but I can't give up

How many times could I give my trust?

Uh, uh

Nowadays I been feeling like I'm not enough

Running through my thoughts, overthinking too much

Tryna find a way out but I'm stuck

I can't breathe, I can't think

The devil on my shoulder always got ahold of me

I keep praying up to God hoping that he set me free

I just wanna feel alive and get everything I need

I got way too many people telling me who I should be

Getting used to it but feeling like they wanna see me bleed

Ain't nobody ever hold it down but claim they on my team

But when it all goes down they all leave

I been feeling so lost

I can't stay sober

Baby all I know is pour up

I don't wanna need more drugs

And I never wanna grow up, I just wanna stay young

Yea I've always been a loner

Never known where to go yea

Trying to fill the void in my heart with the drugs

Running out of love but I can't give up

How many times could I give my trust?

Uh, uh

Nowadays I been feeling like I'm not enough

Running through my thoughts, overthinking too much

Tryna find a way out but I'm stuck

Warfare in my head, dealing with this pain inside my chest

Nowadays I don't got too many friends left

Can't let fake energy get up in my vicinity

And I'm made too real when I die, they'll remember me

Cutting everybody off I don't got no more sympathy

What's the point of really talkin? I don't got no one listening

Never knew the right way I should love

Living in a nightmare can't wake up

How many times could I fill my cup? (Uh, uh)

Trying to fill the void in my heart with the drugs

Running out of love but I can't give up

How many times could I give my trust?

Uh, uh

Nowadays I been feeling like I'm not enough

Running through my thoughts, overthinking too much

Trying to find a way out but I'm stuck