Through the fire and the fumes

I’m trying so hard to make due with what I do

I got grievances I just can’t say

Ticket to my flight out the life I bought me the one way

Yeah, I’m in the corner of the room

Pacing packing forth, like how I’m posed to keep up with this ruse

I’m in pain

The reason I be praying cause theres shit thats in my brain I’m trynna work away

I try not to push my damage on you

Cause you show love to me, but baby please

Just give me something more than just your company

Trying hard to mean something more

Your bottle poured

You only drink, don’t wanna talk a little more

But in my core I ain’t been feeling how you changed the rapport

And i know you hurting

Still I give you my all when I feel dead

Know I ain’t perfect

I just want some of the love back

Yeah, I just want some of the love back

I just want some of my time and peace

Some people looking down but I ain’t in hell at least

I try to change I ain’t been caught up on my own holes

Y’all too prideful to even say y’all got flawed souls

So how you look at me

Tell me what you think I should do

I ain’t never ask for advice

Demons on my shoulder y’all never get right

I been trying hard to make my life worth living

Despite the sins is hidden all I do is hope I’m forgiven

I been trynna search the soul.

I’ve been trynna search the motherfucking soul

Life is hell the devil tried to take his motherfucking hoe

Walking through the cold still I’m burning

I can feel it in my hands grasping bars but getting burnt up by the coal

Yeah my **** know just how it goes

I been trynna search the motherfucking soul

Search the motherfucking soul

Baby please just give something more than just your company