I kinda hate the way I've been

From all the hatred that I've spent

And im sorry that I changed

It's not ok. It's not ok

And after all I've said

It's not enough to show you all my love

It's not enough

And even after what I've done

You watch me from above

You light me up now

I see the mark inside your hands

From the terror you withstand

And the only thing you ask

Is for me to Try

For me to Try

There's been a target on my back

And it's so hard to break my past

And I know that I'm in pain

It's hard to say. It's hard to say

I'm grateful what I have

But I'm so worried that I don't deserve this

When I don't serve Him

And even after what I've said

You still chose to hear me

I know your near me

I see the mark inside your hands

From the terror you withstand

And the only thing you ask

Is for me to Try

For me to Try

I'm careless when you care

But I hope your always there

And I know that life's not fair

So I still pray. I still pray

I swear we must be close

But I still wish that I could see you face

Im out of place here

And even after all my dread

You still bring me faith

To let go of fear

I see the mark inside your hands

From the terror you withstand

And the only thing you ask

Is for me to Try

For me to Try