But I know I know

I cannot control you

Go out on your own

But you know I can't hold you

Blowin up your phone

And I just hear the tone

I just can't stay out your way cause then I'll be alone I'm gon fold

And I cannot just do what I'm told

Wasn't raised to be the best man that you'd ever know

But I'm praised for all the failures that stay with me close

All my friends don't think that you were the one and I know

But I think of you sometimes

At night time when my eyes close

Think about that time and I'm goin down a spiral

I just miss your eyes and the way that you would smile

When I'm up in that spine and I'm mixing up your vitals

How you gon tell me now

It's all in my head

No I can't let it go

I can't forget

Weighs down on my soul

Full of regret

Full of uh yeah

But I know I know

I cannot control you

Go out on your own

But you know I can't hold you

Blowing up your phone

And I just hear the tone

I just can't stay out your way cause then I'll be alone I'm gon fold

And I cannot just do what I'm told

Wasn't raised to be the best man that you'd ever know

But I'm praised for all the failures that stay with me close

All my friends don't think that you were the one and I know

But I think of you sometimes

At night time when my eyes close

Think about that time and I'm goin down a spiral

I just miss your eyes and the way that you would smile

When I'm up in that spine and I'm mixing up your vitals

That's just how it goes

I can't stop your eye rolls

You left me for dead

But I'm back and now I'm viral

Messing with my head

Feel like I'm on a tightrope

Now you callin back when I'm up and I'm and idol