Sick of Me

I started talking to a therapist

He said I'm too much of an optimist

I'm always lettin' toxic people in

Maybe this time you'll change and we could both be happy

I always knew you were a narcissist

I made excuses you could hardly get

Why did I do this to myself again?

Maybe this time you'll stay and you could make me happy

Stuck in my ways, it's just one of those days

I'd rather be anyone but myself

'Cause I'm so sick of me

I'm drainin' all my energy

I made it so it's hard to breathe

I can't even start the day

Yeah, I'm so sick of everythin'

All my stupid jealousy

Quarter life catastrophe

I don't know what's happenin'

Yeah, I'm so sick of me

Ooh

Ooh

Ooh

Yeah, I'm so sick of-

Always first to be a perfect friend

And make you feel you're a perfect ten

You make me question more than what's been said

I haven't left my room in what feels like forever

I live in constant fear of big regrets

I hurt myself so I can feel somethin'

Wish I could hide under my parent's bed

I haven't loved myself in what feels like forever

Stuck in my ways, it's just one of those days

I'd rather be anyone but myself

'Cause I'm so sick of me

I'm drainin' all my energy

I've made it so it's hard to breathe

I can't even stop to think

Yeah, I'm so sick of everythin'

All my stupid jealousy

Quarter life catastrophe

I don't know what's happenin'

Yeah, I'm so sick of me

Ooh

Ooh

Ooh

Yeah, I'm so sick of-