Got some poison in my blood and demons underneath my skin

I'ma take another puff and then I down another drink

In my room I wanna rot 'cause I got tired of suffering

Running away from all my sins

Empty the bottle i can't feel a thing

Feeling faceless

Always anxious

Stopped the pain quick

With some dope

Never faked it

Gotta face it

Turned the pain quick

Into gold

Always wasted

Wanna change it

But I can't quit

Pourin 4's

It's the same shit with my hope

Wanna raise it, but I won't

Devil by my side blessed me with my fucking curses

Stuck in a maze, I'm still looking for a purpose

Drown myself in liquor, can not see the fucking surface

Wanna make it out, but I don't know if this shit worth it

Don't know if it's worth it

Always acting nervous

Set myself on fire with the bridges that I'm burning

Trapped in a room made out of blades

Can not make a move, can't seperate

Stuck in a loop, I can't escape

Head in a noose, can't feel my face

Can't feel my face

Going insane

Fuck out my way

Wanna lay in my grave

I'm feeling desolate

I always medicate myself

Like fuck a therapist

Can't find a way out of this hell

I'm getting sick of it

Loosing control over my realm

I need to resurrect

I need to resurrect

I'm feeling desolate

I always medicate myself

Like fuck a therapist

Can't find a way out of this hell

I'm getting sick of it

Loosing control over my realm

I need to resurrect

I need to resurrect