I've Seen Forever (3am)

What makes a person loveable consistently?

If you know the answer tell me now so I can learn what you need me to be

I know that I will want you through the distance, mundane and suffocation

But something always stops me from believing I deserve reciprocation

So I just push you away

How can I let go and love you fearless

like our love will never change if I am so afraid?

How can I believe you'll love me though this always

if I've only known these stories end in tears eventually?

I've seen forever

I've seen it fade away

I've seen forever

To me it don't mean anything

It don't mean anything

I think you know that I've been drinking secretly

I'm staying ready so that if you go I will not feel a thing

Liar in my head said gotta do my best to be so damn close to perfect

So that our agony start and the toll on the hearts will all be worth it

But I fall short every day

How can I let go and love you fearless

like our love will never change if I am so afraid?

How can I believe you'll love me though this always

if I've only known these stories end in tears eventually?

I've seen forever

I've seen it fade away

I've seen forever

To me it don't mean anything

It don't mean anything

How can I let go and love you fearless

like our love will never change if I am so afraid?

How can I believe you'll love me though this always

if I've only known these stories end in tears eventually?

I've seen forever

I've seen it fade away

I've seen forever

To me it don't mean anything

It don't mean anything