I had the same nightmare that what I saw today, and uh I thought it was a dream

I was holding my breath and I crossed my fingers like I always do before the launch

And when I saw the fireball in the sky I knew, no one could've survived that

I've been so down, far away from the ground

Can't lie I've had enough

Not sure of my sound, Patron keeping me bound

Paralyzed I've had it rough

Oh God can't you see that I am hurting inside

Dark clouds they surround not sure how I allowed

Them here, I'm back at black

Not gonna lie it's been a minute

I'm wall to wall can't seem to finish

Writing these songs feeling diminished

A touch from God to feel replenished

I feel the walls cave, I hear them all say, I'm not gonna make it

Feel like a disgrace, another dark place, I'm not gonna make it

I've been so down, far away from the ground

Can't lie I've had enough

Not sure of my sound, Patron keeping me bound

Paralyzed I've had it rough

Oh God can't you see that I am hurting inside

Dark clouds they surround not sure how I allowed

Them here, I'm back at black

I see a light at the tunnel

Loosing my mind, no bridge no Brunel

I feel the clouds coming down down down down

I'm tryna win this race, Lord forgive my pace

Feel the substance taking over

I can't feel my face

Feel the demons on my shoulder

And they getting real bolder

Saying "Bitch you'll never make it in life so stop trying"

I've been so down, far away from the ground

Can't lie I've had enough

Not sure of my sound, Patron keeping me bound

Paralyzed I've had it rough

Oh God can't you see that I am hurting inside

Dark clouds they surround not sure how I allowed

Them here, I'm back at black

I am back, back at black

I need some help I need to track

The causes of these heart attacks

And feeling like I always lack

I am back, back at black

I need some help I need to track

The causes of these heart attacks

And feeling like I always lack

I've been so down, far away from the ground

Can't lie I've had enough

Not sure of my sound, Patron keeping me bound

Paralyzed I've had it rough

Oh God can't you see that I am hurting inside

Dark clouds they surround not sure how I allowed

Them here, I'm back at black

Back to black

Back to black, back to black, back to black

Back to black

Mmh mmh