I Still Don't Cry

I still don't cry enough

I still be tryin' be tough

I still tell lies too much to the mirror

I don't look me in the eyes enough

I still fear dying too much

I still don't cry

I still don't cry

Lord knows I try

I still don't cry

I just wanna be better sometimes

Know it sounds simple, I know

Waitin' on me to change, I get fed up

Make better decisions, I grow

Weighed down by the shit that I know

Paralyzed by the shit that I feel

Propelled by the shit that I fear

This ain't how to be livin', my dear

Give me my beer, give me my crutch

Give me excuse, shitty, my luck

Give me my pain, need it real close

Hide in broad day, I'm a real pro

Whisper my truth, keep it real low

Hard to heal from back on your heels

Pay the cost due of every tear untold

I still don't cry enough

I still be tryin' be tough

I still tell lies too much to the mirror

I don't look me in the eyes enough

I still fear dying too much

I still don't cry

I still don't cry (I still don't, I still don't cry)

Lord knows I try

I still don't cry

I still don't cry

I don't know why

I still don't cry

I still don't—