Heaven Doesnt Want Me

There's no serenity No forgiving what I've done Never taste divinity I tried to reach But heaven doesn't want me I'm tasting the stars Swimming through The tides of the sky Looking back on my life And all my wasted time Eternity rests in The palm of our hands But judgement only comes When you take the stand I'm stuck in a place Where the silence is numbing I thought in the end I'd see the point of my suffering But there's emptiness And no healer found There's no serenity No forgiving what I've done Never taste divinity I tried to reach But heaven doesn't want me Everyone I loved I left Stuck In my own selfishness My imperfections haunting Me like my past I knew that this could never last Bound by pain These chains never loosen This rain never seems to end My sin unpaid by your blood shed There's no serenity No forgiving what I've done Never taste divinity I tried to reach But heaven doesn't want me They say speak now Or forever hold your peace But when i spoke no one listened I had hoped i'd find peace In the next life but I was wrong About everything I wont hide That I've fallen away from you But i tried to find A way to your forgiveness But I'm forever damned There's no serenity No forgiving what I've done Never taste divinity I tried to reach But heaven doesn't want me There's no serenity And No forgiving what I've done I'll Never taste divinity I tried to reach But heaven doesn't want me