Isolation (sped up)

Losing my patience Tryna find consolation I'm my own best friend Cuz I feel the best when I'm alone Trying to survive my mind Losing every grasp of time The bright side of the moon Illuminates my room Isolation's how I'm coping Lord knows I need to focus Living in delusion Constantly confused don't Think anyone noticed My absence on short notice But honestly it's cool cuz I barely even knew ya Isolation's got me feeling like I'm missing out on Things, but I don't know how to cope with what's in my Brain, so I just keep on stickin to myself and Writing songs about it Cuz that's what keeps me sane My last situationship was fucked up I blamed it on myself but that was fucked up For a minute I just thought that I had bad luck Cuz he just wanted I didn't want to We didn't bother Yeah And usually I get off by my lonesome But he was moving to me like he found the one Now I'm wishing that we had a different outcome Cuz he just wanted I didn't want to We didn't bother Yeah But I'm tired And uninspired Wish things were nicer I don't know if I can go on The way the world moves Burns out my damn fuse Pass me a lighter, now I'm gonna smoke in my room My friends know that I've tried to fight Through the slow mornings and lonely nights Hope it all feels better soon And I have my own place by June And someone to buy me roses And blow up my phone motifs I'm scared to make commitments I pray next time it's different I'm tired of my excuses And causing my own bruises Cuz honestly I've screwed up And it's been getting too much Isolation's got me feeling like I'm missing out on things But I don't know how to cope with what's in my brain So I just keep on sticking to myself and writing songs about it Cuz that's what keeps me sane Isolation's got me feeling like I'm missing out on things But I don't know how to cope with what's in my brain So I just keep on sticking to myself and writing songs about it Cuz that's what keeps me sane