I got all I ever wanted

A good life, good nights, friends and lots of confidence

It was never enough, not even a little bit

Ohhh no, nothing helps when the problem is yourself

I've tried to cry, I've tried to yell

I've lied to say I'm well, when I still feel like shit

Ohhh so, I've finally had enough

No more pretending to be tough

I'm hurting and I hate it, I wish I could Make It Stop

While everything is changing, somehow I'm still feeling stuck

I've spent so long debating, should I fight or give up

I really thought I would feel better now

Try to be grateful and stable, but I don't know how

In the deep end, I'm tryna pretend everything makes sense, got it all figured out

Really got nothing but doubt, hoping I'll run out of pain

Can't stand another day of feeling the same, of feeling ashamed

Got noone to blame, that doesn't make it less hard

I'm acting solid while I'm really always falling apart

Ohhh so, I've finally had enough

No more pretending to be tough

I'm hurting and I hate it, I wish I could Make It Stop

While everything is changing, somehow I'm still feeling stuck

I've spent so long debating, should I fight or give up

Should I fight or give up

Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh

Feel like I'm out of steam

Like giving up my dreams

Cause I've been hurting for so long

It almost feels like everything's wrong

I wish that I could see

A way to a better me

I'm hurting and I hate it, I wish I could Make It Stop

While everything is changing, somehow I'm still feeling stuck

I've spent so long debating, should I fight or give up

No more, now Imma take the demons in my head and throw them face first out the door

I've been hurting, I've been jaded, now I've finally made it stop

No longer getting faded, no more drinking till I drop

I think I've finally made it, I think I'm headed for the top

I'm feeling okay, it ain't a mistake, or a dream, I'm not waking up