Suffocate

As much as this hurts to admit Could you keep it secret? I'm an act, it's a front, just a boy out for blood So nobody can see I'm desperately avoiding bitter disappointment Tell me if it starts to show Them flashing lights are boring, probably should ignore 'em Anyways please take me home I spent my whole life trying to get here Do I even want it now? Should've tempered all my expectations Or been somebody else Since all this blood, I've been tasting Suffocates me now Over a decade under the influence of a teenage obsession Being lead by the wrist, eyes wild, raised fist A punk without a message desperately avoiding bitter disappointment Yeah, I guess you've always known Them flashing lights were all I ever really wanted They'd rather blind us both I spent my whole life trying to get here Do I even want it now? Should've tempered all my expectations Or been somebody else Since all this blood, I've been tasting Suffocates me now I'm desperately avoiding bitter disappointment I'm desperately avoiding bitter disappointment I spent my whole life trying to get here Do I even want it now? Should've tempered all my expectations Or been somebody else I spent my whole life trying to get here And I even let you down All this blood I've been tasting Suffocates me now