The Way I Want

I guess this how it is

This how I'm created

Might not be related, oh

To differences in views

The reason for my attitude, oh

It's what I loved before

Is it my lack of focus?

Did you even notice?

But who am I to blame?

Maybe it's the both of us

Push it to the side, I know

I'm probably overthinking

It's what I imply, I know

But now it's not convincing

You've had this feeling

I've had enough of

Pretending it's working

When it's been a handful

I am afraid of

The reason remaining

Is that I ain't built to love the way I want to

You've had this feeling

I've had enough of

Pretending it's working

When it's been a handful

I am afraid of

The reason remaining

Is that I ain't built to love the way I want to

I guess this how it is

Once or twice before you

Hasn't been restored since

No amount of resist, I predict that

Accepting it is how I admit it

Who was I before?

Did I lack emotion?

Did I lack devotion?

I got myself to blame

Have I always been this way?

Push it to the side, I know

I'm probably overthinking

It's what I imply, I know

But not it's not convincing

You've had this feeling

I've had enough of

Pretending it's working

When it's been a handful

I am afraid of

The reason remaining

Is that I ain't built to love the way I want to

You've had this feeling

I've had enough of

Pretending it's working

When it's been a handful

I am afraid of

The reason remaining

Is that I ain't built to love the way I want to

Want to

I ain't built to love