loser

You ain't heard from me since like the other day

I been hiding out with Zac, tryna fade away

Cause I been living in a loop, every day the same

I been smoking back to back to take the pain away

Welfare checks, tattooed necks

This for you but not my ex,

Cause she took it all and left

Stole the fridge but left the Becks

So I get drunk in the house, guess I'll never leave the couch

Got my Netflix in my room and Siri tell me what to do

Cus everyday's my birthday I don't need nobody else

I'm shooting flares inside my living room just tryna find myself

I'm a dirtbag, burn out,

Headcase, no doubt

The walls are closing in so fast, it's like there's no way out

Cus I'm loser, loner

Dirtbag poser

Tell me what you think of me, all you think you'll ever see

A loser, loner,

Deadbeat, stoner

You'll never know what I could be, livin all your fantasies

I haven't seen my friends in like a couple months

Said a lotta dumb shit probably more than once

Pretend I've got the answers so I isolate

On a different type of diet, losing more than weight

Broken screen, like my dreams

Singing sounding more like screams

If I got out my head then maybe I could make my bed

I'm running out of money and I'm running out of time

So if you're hearing this you'd never know what's on my mind

Cus everyday's my birthday I don't need nobody else

I'm shooting flares inside my living room just tryna find myself

I'm a dirtbag, burn out,

Headcase, no doubt

The walls are closing in so fast, it's like there's no way out