Feel it every night

Nothing is alright

I just wanna die

I'm losing this fight

Feel it every night

Nothing is alright

I just wanna die

I'm losing this fight

Gamble with my life as I throw in my chips

She closes her eyes while I'm holding her hips

Not sure if this is right but I'm hoping it is

My lights gone dark it's a solar eclipse

Gamble with my life as I throw in my chips

She closes her eyes while I'm holding her hips

Not sure if this is right but I'm hoping it is

My lights gone dark it's a solar eclipse

Feel it every day but the pain don't go away

Stays in my brain so I pray and I hope for change

Try to explain but they say you're okay though man

I can't be okay when these chains hold my like a slave

I'm a slave to my guilt I'm slave to my stress

I'm a slave to the weight putting pressure on my chest

I'm a slave to the grind I'm a slave to my mind

I'm a slave to time like I'm never gonna rest

Other times I feel that I rest too much

Like I'm a fail if I don't get stuff done

Gotta be productive to measure up

To my own standards to get better yuh

But am I getting better 'cause I feel worse

I backtrack back yeah living in reverse

'Bout to drop the world like this Rebirth

But not on your head I mean leave Earth

Gamble with my life as I throw in my chips

She closes her eyes while I'm holding her hips

Not sure if this is right but I'm hoping it is

My lights gone dark it's a solar eclipse

Gamble with my life as I throw in my chips

She closes her eyes while I'm holding her hips

Not sure if this is right but I'm hoping it is

My lights gone dark it's a solar eclipse

The darkness creeps and I feel beat

I cannot sleep when do I dream

Honestly I want to scream

But if I do they'll know it's me

I don't want them to know that I struggle though

The pain I cannot show I'm tryna be humble yo

Wonder if they find out will they love me or

Will they just clown me and say your troubled bro

I mean I am but not like that

I can't describe when I get mad

The anger comes out but really I'm sad

You'll never understand why I write these raps

So I'll just laugh and hold it back

And act like I never wrote this track

But when I'm alone where no one's at

It's a solar eclipse 'cause the sun goes black

Gamble with my life as I throw in my chips

She closes her eyes while I'm holding her hips

Not sure if this is right but I'm hoping it is

My lights gone dark it's a solar eclipse

Feel it every night

Nothing is alright

I just wanna die

I'm losing this fight

Feel it every night

Nothing is alright

I just wanna die

I'm losing this fight