Kill myself off the drug

Kill myself off the drug

Kill myself off the

I kill myself off the drug

I hope you can see

What you meant to me

You were my ecstasy

I was so stuck on you

You were not stuck on me

But I got money now

So you can't fuck with me

I would do anything for you

Told me you'd do the same too

See it in your eyes you lying to me

What the fuck I got to prove?

Use your words you try to control me

Use your body too

Now I feel bad for you

But I'm not mad at you

Honestly, wish I fucked you more

But I don't trust you anymore

Now that you and me been over, I can't love you anymore

And I can't love no hoe no more

But I still fuck on hoes of course

Only thing I love is drugs, and all my money I need more

I kill myself off the drugs

It's the only thing I love

I don't ever want to stop

Haven't killed myself enough

I don't recognize myself

I think neither does my mom

She told me to get some help

But I'm already gone

Like oh my god

This not on you, but you played a part

I take pills 'til I can't feel my heart

All this money wasn't worth all these scars

I remember when this shit wasn't hard

I'd come round and pick you up in my car

Showed you songs you said I'm going to be a star

I said nah cause you were all that I want

I've had enough

Nothing feel the same since we done finished growing up

We used to hangout after school, but now I'm pouring up

I been gone for a while, I'm not showing up

I kill myself off the drugs

It's the only thing I love

I don't ever want to stop

Haven't killed myself enough

I don't recognize myself

I think neither does my mom

She told me to get some help

But I'm already gone